It's been a long time..

I have issues keeping up with this blog.. I think a lot of it has to do with no one reads it.. So I feel it's useless. However, today I felt the need to write.

Annabel is 8 months today. What a wonderful child she has turned into.. Beautiful, smart, she makes us laugh.. she is everything I dreamed of, actually.. she isn't. She is better. She is nothing that I could of ever thought of, ever. How did we make something so perfect? So amazing? Nothing I can say really can describe how I feel about this child. Yeah, at times I get frustrated and wanna cry, I wanna scream and run away. But all she has to do is shoot me a smile and it all goes away. When I'm upset, I try not to look at her, because I know she'll smile at me and I can't be anymore.. She knows me, she knows how to make my day, make me happy and make me melt. She and probably no one else (besides possibility Sean) could understand the love I feel for her. I would without a doubt give up EVERYTHING for her. She is the light to my day, she truly was the reason I was put on this earth. I can not think of anything being as perfect as this little child, this little being. I will always be here for her, no matter what.. my love will never fade.

She has 4 teeth now, her 2 bottoms and 2 uppers. She can crawl, recently started trying to pull herself up, she laughs, she smiles, she plays.. Amazing how fast time goes, before I know it she will be jumping at the door when Sean gets home ready to greet him, she will be saying "Mama, I love you" she will be walking and then running. I really can't wait, no matter what trials it may bring with it.

Happy 8 months Annabel, your mommy and daddy love you more then you'll ever know.